I Whish

What i have to say, i have said it all. It's so release, but it's so hurtfull too.

I was crying for about 3 nights. Not for sorry, not for anythin, but so sad. I said to God, 'take everything from me, cuz i know all you give to me is the best for my life.'

I do belive God, i do believe what i feel and i keep it in my heart. It's so releasing that finaly i can make it out. I dont know how i feel now, but it's still over there, never go.

'Oh God', i just can say that day by day, "Oh God, oh God, oh God....." over and over. I just said, i know it, i know it and i just have to through this. It's painfull but it's beautiful too. I got what i whis in every pray i said all over my life. And this is it.....i accept it

I just whish the one i love will be understand this...not only knowing, but would to understand it. I whish for nothin as exchange, i just want to give it, unconditional. If God give me the most beautiful feelin in this universe, i just whish for nothin except to give it.